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The following is a married woman of memoirs which had been living in Tongzhou as Chinese in the Chinese men.
Cypress was in the 18 prohibited.
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Which daughter of one person from among the Japanese of the house came drawn.
Ten was the color of the white daughter you think that the five-year-old or sixteen years old.
As the daughter of the came drawer was a student.
And My name is drawn in here found a hiding.
The daughter's face will have twitched for fear.
The body had been trembling To trembling.
The student daughter of came drawer is something the cat had been a happy face, such as when you took the rat.
And we have something to talk to the soldiers of the security forces who are in the immediate vicinity.
When the soldiers of the security forces is shake one's head student was Naguritsuke or five times or six times with a slap while standing this daughter laughing and grinning.
And I that you are wearing clothes suddenly broke and crunchy.
Summer is Speaking of July in China. It's hot.
Thin summer clothes daughter was wearing the clothes I had been broken very easily.
Then white skin like the snow we have now laid bare.
Daughter will have to say to this student hard something.
But students do not try to incline the ear that says daughter just laugh grin.
Daughter is're begging hard something to this student to fit the hand.
It is on the side of the students had gathered soldiers of several students and security forces.
And while the soldiers of the gathered students and security forces is to glistening eyes, the students we have seen a disservice that in addition to the daughter.
Student was pushing the daughter suddenly on the side of the road.
And I have taken the underwear.
Daughter cried and "help over."
When is that time.
One man of Japanese came jumping out and Paa'.
And he threw himself to overlie of this daughter.
It would have been probably the father of this daughter.
Then I soldiers of security forces was Naguritsuke full force suddenly the head of this man in the butt of the gun.
I think that sounds like that something Gusha' was heard.
I head is broken.
But still people of this man does not try to move away from the top of her daughter's body.
Soldier of the security forces were pulling away something said with a person of this man.
Blood of the people would be the dad had been flowing full in the face of the daughter.
Soldier of the security forces that pull the people of this man was to strike his head again gun.
Something to Pa' and around one side was scattering. Perhaps it seems that would have been brain of a person of this man.
And two or three people of soldiers and two or three students had been or trampled or kicked the body of this man.
Clothes are torn.
Skin comes out.
Blood will flow.
It continues to kicking or stepped on to do that anyway.
He was stabbed around the belly with a sword that one of the soldiers of the security forces gave the gun to them.
Blood will splatter and Pa'.
The blood I was splattered also on top of the daughter of the body that has been brought down as fainted next to it.
What it was thought that the only pierce the belly still not enough. Now it pierces also the around the chest.
I thought or ending in it only, will not yet enough.
Pick the Matahara.
It thrusts the chest.
It also pierces many times many times.
But I have seen a lot of China who do not say both as "Wounded", "word".
We're just looking to just silently be a soldier of the security forces.
Its cruelty, but I do not know I what to example, or my name is evil spirit beast.
Would you like My name is violence miserably.
Words to express that evil 虐 it seems to be no.
But would this man is probably in this daughter of his father, soldiers and students who rolled kicked the cadaver to roll the log bar far away about three meters, it seems to have lost the gas as we have been doing at the daughter.
The daughter will have already been made in the nude.
And you can not move for fear.
Lower limbs were now spread widely and come to the place of their daughter.
And do you try to start the insult.
The China people to the words, because he called attempts to that of human beings lowest in before you have seen a lot of people, this is not a thing to the other human beings.
However, this daughter is probably because there was no one time even those experiences until now.
Absolutely I insult do not go well.
Then only student of about three people are spread you spread the lower limbs.
And it brings a gun soldier of security forces have Komu thrust into the genital area of the daughter in the previous of the barrel.
If not, try to stop for there are China's nothing people in the vicinity, while seen such a figure, not cage Some people put out the voice.
But we're just looking silently this Disaster line of students.
Since the T's and I was standing at a distance of even twenty meters I was not able to see the circumstance of Disaster row from it, and was not very eye can Nikki look opened than say I.
I had been firmly Suga' into the hands of Mr. T.
Eyes had been turned a blind firmly.
Then both scream that yeow I heard a voice that does not thought of as a cry.
I was to open the eyes involuntarily surprised.
Voila. Laughing soldier of the security forces is Nitanita are you cut the genital area's this daughter.
My body would for the fact that what was trembling as make a rattling sound.
That's my body T gave me hug firmly.
Do not look.
I eye is not closed absolutely but I think Mai and see.
The soldier is now is rip the belly on the vertical and have seen trembling rattled.
Then it was cut off the neck with a sword.
The neck to the place of the man of the human cadaver that was discarded while ago I was throwing the poi.
Thrown neck I was stopped on the side of the man of the human cadaver rolling and rumbling the ground.
Yellowtail snapper this man of the people I was thinking somewhere if that is the parent's this daughter, and I wish Did together in the form of the parent and the child was Oh my head.
And it I thought he was good at it.
But to me did not know what was thinking why do that while looking at the Ano brutality pole ball situation.
And this is the thing of wonder that was left in my head until after all the time.
I was tired enough to not be able to stand.
And the body can not move in as has been to something immobile paralyzed.
I was gazing at this atrocity.
From the stomach of a daughter that has been torn up the belly we still slowly flows out blood.
And it does not its neck.
Nothing is a strange sight.
My head could not have imagined a scene might had a little crazy.
But such such a spectacle just staring forget yourself.
Such When T's was shaking my body that had hugged the "nephew".
I went back to Hatton and his.
Then something my stomach began to pain suddenly.
It held a nausea.
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Nothing came out but you try to Jaco is squatted down on the roadside.
T-san I do not come out of nothing but me waiting for my back.
But it does not subside the pain of the stomach. "Hmm" and he growled. If they are not equal, T-san I say, "Do you go home."
I am neck had shook while I would like to return soon to the house.
There is a word Is the saw scary thing, but my feeling at this time might have been a feeling that Is the saw this scary thing.
Am I T's because shake one's head went closer towards the Japanese residence District while embracing my body will reluctantly.
Some of my head seemed to Bo, but that cruel sight one by one I was inscribed in my head.
I was still that has been faced embrace the T's, but I think that it is a major cause was not of that this thing is to be noted from the soldiers of the students and security forces of the bizarre appearance.
Yellowtail snapper also If you find that it's Japanese and I have been married man named T's, I'm sure students and soldiers are you supposed that were not taking advantage of me.
But we are faced embraced in China's T's and walks weak from old age is in my appearance did not have anything to students and soldiers to attention.
So I think that gave me through in silence.
I was confronted by more and more cruel figure and go to the Japanese residence District.
Most of the Japanese seemed to have been already killed, I have been searching for the Japanese as students and soldiers are like mad cow.
There of students and soldiers will continue to rush and augh towards and in thither are those that cry out loud that "'ll was a Japanese."
I also try to go to there while being faced embrace the T's, people of a man of Japanese five, has been to stand in front of six people soldiers.
And one person also one person and Japanese man will come been brought.
When I think now about dozen students and soldiers are the hands of the left and right hand to bring the wire I put firmly enclosed at the finger.
Then now is to try to open a hole pierced and take out the sword you want to give the gun the palm of the man and zunk.
It cries as "yeow" for people of Japanese man pain in most of the past that hurts.
Is not to the very human.
I think it's not is this horrible thing in the devil, but the China of students and soldiers are going to do it in cold blood.
No, students and soldiers while that such a Disaster-winded because more than the devil is are you laughing Nitanita.
Is not to be considered possibly in the common sense of the Japanese, but the common sense of the Japanese are insane for the China people, was found for the first time and how it was a common sense of China who is that the wretched-winded.
Some of the Japanese of about ten people who gathered but some still a boy who seems to be a child.
And it's also old man that seems to be beyond the sixty-year-old.
Old man in China will have been said to please to cherish, but this China of for the students and soldiers will Japan's old man is not treated as human beings.
The hand of this dozen people near the Japanese man enclosed in wire, students and soldiers to the palm of the place was O'gouge in the bayonet is to pass in the palm come now with a large wire.
Of ten people I Japanese man has been strung.
Although I was weeping, wailing and gnashing of teeth about or even crying people of Japan of the man while being these things, the sight is a nothing thing strange unspeakable, in my head even now past fifty years you can not leave caked.
And we just did not have it.
Students and soldiers are we've taken all the underwear of the people of this Japanese man.
And we have of course barefoot.
But in that one of the students I had been with the Seiryuto, was allowed to spread the foot and go to the place of the man you think that the twenty-year-old before and after.
And I've cut the penis of the man of the people.
This man was not shouting "help over", when you cut such a thing is Gusari and cock anyway, but this man was shouting as the "gap" fainted as it is will.
But It is not possible to fall.
Outside of you can not fall because it became a Japanese man and linked together.
Students and soldiers are we laughing as "Fuffu'" to see such a sight.
I clung to the T's but think.
T's also seemed to something excitement, gave me a feeling of more firmly my body than a little while ago.
And it is softly whisper to my ear.
I say, "in silence, regret I say things."
Of course you I was the only nod because you do not even supposed to say such things.
And around me and the T's were a China people of any person.
And I have seen such a sight, but everyone does not say anything.
Because facial expressions, such as ice What Anna expression.
General of China who are watching this to soldiers and students are laughing and Nitanita is're just watching in silence only in a completely expressionless.
But so also Well I thought that I wish something that so were many gathered China people.
And many gathered China people without also to Nitanita as soldiers have to also try to stop to do with students and soldiers, we're just looking in silence only.
This, of course, is will things there is also fear that do not know their own even in the same China people speaking a lot of it is what, looked coldly as ice to all of these students and soldiers and we have.
It also does not have a strange thing and only to say so.
I China people who want this a lot together is moving little by little.
I am also a man in this lot of people.
Also have a woman.
It was approaching towards the Japanese residence District Follow me also the flow of people along with the T's as a woman of the China people.
It will be Kanze is finally strange air When I approached the Japanese residence District.
But when I went to the nearby store that is doing the dining room and the red-light district together called Asahinoki.
Japanese woman of the people came out to be brought to the soldiers of the two security forces.
Both men were pale complexion.
A woman of the people had been before the Hadake. I know well because this woman was O'to me also such business what the have been.
And that was fairly rough handling is was well understood in the figure, which is before Hadake.
It can not be if you also think that I wish to poor.
You do not can also do why.
Words I can not even gonna over.
Is one of the two women of the human will was equivalent stubborn resistance.
Cheek I have raised swollen badly.
Yea that is from some we have even bleeding.
Hair are you disturbed apart.
Very decent to is a poor figure, such as not seen.
Paving the things that soldiers of the security forces that came to pull the people of the two women are wearing and I think was standing there the people of the woman who raised swelling of the cheek and the package towards the front in the bayonet were you.
The woman suddenly the hand when you Osaeyo the previous in instinctively hand I put the sword in the bayonet.
It left hand was cut off haircut from the place of the elbow.
But people of this woman I did not say a yeow both Waan.
Only it was faintly heard as growled and Woonsocket.
And is there had fallen ran smack into my in.
Then the soldiers of the security forces have to stand so as to drag the people of this woman.
And I was stabbed around the chest full force in the bayonet.
This woman has fallen to collapse on the spot.
Then you pierce a woman belly fallen again in the bayonet.
I was now likely to shout "Stop it over" involuntarily.
Its me T's is firmly Dakitome be "useless, useless" I Mosu and in my ear.
I in the body is heart out was only in anger and fear.
Soldier of the people of this woman pierced or five times or six times to them was laughing and grinning to see another person of the woman.
And I had stripped off what you're wearing of this woman in front of you are suddenly seen everyone.
And we started to insult in the sight of everyone and I think was pushed down on the spot.
Thing called human action is and must be a more sacred I think.
When it sees a figure that is committing a soldier of the security forces the person of a woman, what odious, and was not he is not thought whether what filthy things.
When one of the soldiers is finished another one of the soldiers I commit the people of this woman.
And then we students of whale and soldier of about three people are finished.
Also of men any person of any person is I have continued to filthy act in more than a wild beast.
I have continued to look at I think, such as the events in the distant dream the figure while being faced embrace the T's.
It would of evil beast us of China has been fully satisfactory.
Seemed to various talk by some, but I was trying to shoot the people of this woman is holding a gun is one of the soldiers after a while.
Many of China people had seen truly was aloud like growl of war.
Was abducted in the Asahinoki to drag the people of this woman in this large number of two persons of one soldier was afraid to China's beat and students alone.
And I came to hear the woman scream that gack after a while.
It seems that those who killed this Japanese woman who became obsolete with soldiers and students who took perhaps.
But China people who were watching this is can do nothing.
I also I do not can also how to be T's.
I do not want yes to another place like this.
Since the T's but wanted to go home to the house is not isolated hugging tightly to my body, but I went to the Japanese residence District as dragged by the T's.
There was the inferno that can not be expressed in words or what anymore.
It has been killed a lot of Japanese.
No, we have continued to still killed.
If I think a voice similar to scream from here and there were heard, voice necessarily yeow after them will come hear.
Such a thing Will is repeated dozens of times many times.
I am come hear I think Mai and hear.
I hear even try to cover the ears.
Also what I and covers the ear T's that suppress the covered hand and so dont Once you have such a thing.
Located between the Asahinoki and near the water tank is when it came close to the Matsuyama tank.
We got away to stagger about is one of the grandmother.
Then it came nearing sword suddenly in this grandmother and one of the students who have been chasing this grandmother is I think was brandishing a Seiryuto.
Grandmother is not able to put the sword to the head because he was trying to escape hard, left arm was cut off and crying from the place near the shoulder.
Grandmother had fallen on his back.
Students walked away there took advantage of the belly and chest of the grandmother Ichitoge by little.
No one has seen.
Because it was only me and T's with this grandmother, I grandmother shed a hand gently on the forehead to go to the place of this grandmother was to open the eyes gently.
And, I Mosu as "mortifying".
It also referred to as "taking the enemy."
I nothing words had been doing place your hand on the forehead of the grandmother without getting.
"Ichizo, Ichizo"
And called the name of the people.
There is no difference in surely son or grandson.
I did just are doing to place your hand on the forehead silently only because it does not Shiteyare nothing.
Then this old lady is I was praised and cry your Buddha "Nanmandabu".
And I breath has stopped.
I words of "Nanmandabu" which is also the last moment of that grandmother cry is to come to worship in Beppu branch temple of Nishi-Honganji Temple is probably because I did not keep hearing in my ear.
Then and are placing a hand on the forehead of an old woman, you come to hear the voice that is clamoring something noisily in the immediate vicinity.
T's went towards there so as to get one's arms around my body.
Then also China who seems to have a lot together, but the soldiers of the security forces and students have gathered about ten people in all. We also wrote what people national government forces of the soldier is not a security forces there.
Of it is gathered in everyone we have come Tsuredashi one person the person of a woman.
What the woman is of a large stomach.
We have a big belly, which seems to be seven months or eight months.
Soldier of the students and security forces, we soldiers of the national government forces of regular had said something buzz-buzz, but took the man of the woman at the right by the entrance of the house.
This woman is not speak anything.
Perhaps I think it will be is no longer speechless mouth for fear, but, looking at the person of the woman you are terrified because of their fear, I thought that I wish it is beautiful even in my woman.
However When one student is trying stripped what you're wearing people of this woman, it is this woman is robust to resistance.
We have continued to unwillingly firmly clenched teeth.
Students to strike two or three or this woman of the people of the cheek, but the people of this woman had continued to stubbornly resistance.
And I sometimes put out a cry as "Hi'".
Soldiers and students, we have to also gathered discussion.
Momentum that Do not be able pregnancy of so much violent to a woman with a will, which had been spread also between China people who are gathered here.
And is that time.
Man of one of the Japanese came jumped into this place with a wooden sword.
And I cried, "I to do to my wife and children. Stop," he said in a loud voice.
This situation has changed completely.
If you did not come yellowtail jump this Japanese man, or it might be this life of a pregnant woman survived, it became quite threatening air with the advent of this man.
Without saying one of the students is nothing I put the sword in the Seiryuto to people of this Japanese man.
Then people of this Japanese guy we were past the Hirari and its Seiryuto.
And the student of the shoulder in the wooden sword that had struck vigorously.
Student has fallen on the spot said, "Um".
Then the soldiers of this time and the soldiers of the China national government forces that were there security corps, came suffering against the people of this Japanese man with a sword in the previous gun.
I Go for Japanese while watching, was screaming in the Japanese hang in there with the mind.
But such a thing is not say absolutely to mouth.
Although seven people nor of China of soldiers eight people came Tsumeyo' and scorching to the people of this man, people of this Japanese man does not wince even a little.
Poised to Pishiri and wooden sword to Sagan I do not budge an inch.
I wish'm fine, I was not he is to not think that I wish it truly Japanese.
However, national government forces of soldiers that had turned to behind, took poking a quick at bayonet toward the back of the people of this Japanese man.
Voila.
The Japanese man it past this also Hirari To I was struck vigorously the shoulder of the soldier in the wooden sword.
The soldier was also crouching dropped the gun.
But the action of the people of this Japanese man also was up to here.
This vigorously soldiers of the national government forces when the Japanese man was Uchisue, you soldiers of security forces suffered in the transverse is pierced with Gusari with bayonet at the waist of the people of this Japanese man.
If the fall is Japan's man of the people, and we left were soldiers and students gathered, we started a large wildly kicking beat the people of this man.
Man of the people of Japan is after alone with that growled once and Woonsocket does not have a voice.
This will did not put out rather than not my voice.
Man of the people of Japan was lay become limp.
But China of soldiers and students will have continued to wildly.
And we see that even tragic atrocities began.
It's the skin of this man's head students had yes in Seiryuto.
I have never seen that kind of cruel spectacle.
This is no longer a man of action.
It is the devil's act.
I think not is something horrible to so even in the devil.
If you wait too long yes the head of the skin, this time is to take gouge the eye.
By this time is as yet Japan is a man of the people live, but it was faintly looks like hands and feet is moved when it is taken gouge the eye.
Taking gouging the eye, this time was defeated as a man of the people of the clothes the whole stripping stomach is on top.
And also I students tore the stomach of this Japanese man people in Seiryuto.
And cut through the stomach to the vertical and horizontal, I was pulling out the intestines out of the stomach.
To and we will out bowel loose, you pull the intestines rapidly.
Human intestinal did not know that things like that long.
Ten meters I think that there was nearby, but students had been screaming something, do not go to the other my ear.
I remain clung to the T's.
I felt like was dragged into some other world.
Such a place if the there is a hell I was thinking somewhere in the frequently head the wish would be hell.
Voice that something augh was heard in the meantime. When I raised the hash and eyes, we students with the Seiryuto have hung up the Japanese man of the intestine.
And not only that.
The intestine was pulled to another student I cut also a number a number to be.
The chopped students piecemeal intestinal about one feet at a time, I was thrown in at the pregnant woman who had watched from a little while ago.
Pregnant women will have a baby in this stomach is the piece of intestine that my husband fainted saying hits on the cheek as "Hi'".
Soldiers and students saw the figure is willing to hit the hand.
The remaining towards China who had been haunts chopped intestinal came two or three throw.
And this is gonna delicious, but Japanese intestines, are you my name is burned should eat.
But look in China who had the intention Hiroo the gut of this piecemeal did not descend even one person.
The soldiers and students is no longer human.
I not only a beast or a demon or mad dragon.
To do the guys not like that man, China people truly could not be tuned.
China people that still haunts is I did not forget the human beings.
And soldiers and students who were scattered throw the intestines of piecemeal here and there, in turn, went together to pregnant women that have fallen unconscious.
People of this pregnant woman You seem had already begun birth.
Bleeding you'll was begun. As soldiers also students is also would have been the first time that I met in this situation, soldiers and students who have a little while ago of the excitement has not yet subsided is gathered on the side of the pregnant woman, were O'in something My name is buzz-buzz Wai Wai but, it seems had apparently taken the people of the underwear of the pregnant woman.
And it seems like trying to draw out the baby are preparing and will just came into being.
I do not know clearly the situation because the students and soldiers are clamoring buzz-buzz gathered, but it seems looking for something like wire to pull out the baby.
And that time will the people of this pregnant woman was noticed.
I stood up and dizzy.
And I was trying to escape hard.
But the feeling that flee early as China people had seen have, rather than it what you put in the mouth, you do not have people to help also. Because it scary that would have been killed as of a little while ago of the master of this pregnant woman.
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